SEE SAW..


I call this the see saw. I have realized it long time back but felt like writing it now that i or generally most human beings behave like a see saw. Yeah the ones which kids play on!!!

My heart is constantly coaxing me to do all that i should not when i all fit. But as soon as i fall ill the heart tells me no its bad dont do it. But then cycle continues. I would love to gain control over this. I think all of us would. It's funnny the way our heart our mind or so interconnected tho lot of people wont agree philosohically.

One of the biggest inspirers in my life or rather a person whom i admire is Mr.John Slliphant. Sorry johny boy the blog is not about you but i guess it would not hurt to mention a few things about him. I could say lot of nice things about himself. His concept of giving is not limited to humans and materialistic things. People could give up their car clothes money just like that. He can give up a lot more than just all these things. First time i had seen a person cry or get so emotional about a dog got hurt on the road and did not feel nice about it for 2 days was john. A man who has so much comapassion that he lets the mosquito sit on his hand and let thwm suck the blood out of his body.

I want to gain control of the fact that i behave ina constant manner without any change irrespective of my incapacitations. My fear should not stop me from what i intend on doing. My craving should stop. I dont know if that is called as being satwik attaining nirvana or whatever they might call it. But i need that one time in life when i dont think about anything not even my breath.


Give so much that you dont have anything more to worry about!.


Live life kingsize!:)